Don’t know from where to start…….
but i think i ll start from the first time i saw him.Cute looking guy sitting on the very first bench in the class and i was the middle benched.he didn’t know about me much but just a common eye contact between us and a sweet smile which we both use to give.
We used to complete the manual in the lab and he was good in studies. that impressed me more. sweet and humble person with lots of respect for women in his eyes,it was his plus point.
Danger heheheh no no its just the sign of our exams that was the first day he helped in the exam he left his practical and helped me in the practice then we started talking to each other and you know what he was very shy person he was always scared to talk to girls .only i was his one female friend.next we talked in the lab i remember we were discussing about his girlfriend YES he had a girlfriend but not to mind that was not much big thing for me because i dint love him just friends we were.we exchanged our no started chatting and calling each other he used to tell me about his family his aim his thinking and mostly we use to talk about his girl friend and there topic..that was a real clean friendship and never had a friend like him
He trusted me like anything….we came to close as friends..”She broke up with me “that was the sentence that day he told me and got very low shocking but i cried that day because he was upset.
we convinced her and then she was convinced after one month but the day she came back to him we had a huge fight i don’t know why but i fought with him and told him not to accept her back he said “she is much important for me than u”….that hurted me a lot and one month we not even saw each otehr..i use to cry a lot .One day he “KAISI H TU” msg came on my cell phone from unknown no. oh yes it was him N OUR GIRLS PROBLEM WE immediately DEL THE NO and NAME OH THAT PERSON Who HURTS US but i remember that was him.
he said “CALL KARU UTHAEGI” he called me in night at 2.30 around yes it was because of him that i got habit not to sleep before 3.00 guess what i said off course it was a yes.called me said me sorry for what he said we meet again then he told me that he missed me a lot and i realized that i felt something special for him.he had a very special place in my heart more than a friend.
we kept on meeting each other on the lake in coffee house in ice craem parlour we use to share one icecream ….then one day i asked him “U BROKE UP WITH HER NA” HE said yes don’t ask the reason but he asked me how i understood that….it was the strong feeling that i was getting for many days then we came more close i went to the Tajbag with him on my moped we use to enjoy the company of each other..
the session came to end that was our last paper and i promised my friends that i ll definitely tell him what i felt for him..and so i did he said we ll talk later on this topic concentrate on the paper… we finished our paper and talked as normally we used to talk.
i was in the market went for my brother wedding shopping he said”
BAAT KAR SAKIT H”
i said”HAAN BOL KUCH SERIOUS EKDAM ASISE ”
he said “KUCH BAAT KARNI H IMPORTANT FREE HOJEGI TOH BATA MEKO”
i said “KOI PROBLEM TOH NAI H NA KUCH HUA H KYA KYA BAAT KARNI H ACHI H YA BURI KUCH TOH BATA DAR LAG RA H MEKO”
he said “AB WO TOH TEKO DECIDE KARNA H ACHI H YA BURI”
YES YES HE PROPOSED ME THAT DAY
OFFCRSE I SAID YES then we decided to meet that day but i was so busy in the wedding that it became impossible to meet him we meet after 2 week of the propose it was like a dream that came true he took me to the church took my hand in his hands it was just magical for me…we used to talk a lot suddenly every thing changed he started calling me jaan use to say love you jaan in so many new ways that i got amazed he was really very romantic person the days went with him so fast that i also didn’t realize he was so nice so loving so caring so funny i kept the fast for him in the month of ramzan yes he was momedian and so……..hmmmmm what to say about him he was just one. him polite he took me to his home for the very first time showed me his room hold me tight and said I LOVE YOU JAAN A LOT TU MEKO CHID K TOH NAI CHALE JAEGI i got tears in my eyes n said no never ever……
then one day by mistake i forget to message him that i was going to the class…yes i always have to inform him that where am i and why..he was so angry that day somehow i convinced him for that …but not felt the comfort from the heart so i called and said JAAN MEET ME NoW MEKO EK IMPORTANT KAM H AT NIGHT at almost 9.00 he came and scold agian that itna kya jaruri kam tha… i gave him a geeating and a letter sorry letter but told him not to read it in front of mine he smiled and hugged me tight said jab pata h mai gussa karta hu toh ku karti h aisa and dropped me home
suddenly one day i found his ex girl friend’s message on the face book and he replied to her i called up her and asked her about what was that she said they are still together i was shocked and shattered but then he told me that she is lying and all i believed him because i was blind in his love we went for the movie we use to enjoy the movement together so much that we didn’t needed any one.
Suddenly one day he told me that POOJA M GETTING MARRIED TO HER i cried a lot because we were so deep in the relation that it was impossible to leave him he left me i begged him don’t leave me like this….
yes i still miss him on this 13 we completed one month that i didn’t talked to him not even heard his voice not even a message it is so wiered to leave without him now i always keep watching my cellphone that he will call me or at least give me a message but no he didn’t he not even want to know that how i m dead or alive.
i keep watching on the road that some day somehow i can see him but no but keep going on Thursday to the tajbag just in the hope that he will come at least for the namaaz……my life became so black and white without you jaan COME BACK……..
I MISS U ALOT……
I LOVE U ALOT…….
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Well, I was known as a flirt who does not have any feelings for any guy. 
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