Love Story:My love

Umm…so my love story is just like someone else.  Well, I was known as a flirt who does not have any feelings for any guy. 

I was in relationship with a guy when I met ‘him’..  I really fell for him and i lied to him that “I am single.” We got into relationship && I broke up with the guy I was dating.  We were perfect together and I changed my ways only due to him. :’)

I never wanted to lose him. He was the one I was waiting for since when…

Though it was net, I took him for real..

Everyday he used to call and made me smile..  But I used to flirt a lil’ which made him angry && we used to fight..or I can say he used to scold me..  I felt so good to know that he really cares…

One day, while going thru’ his profile, I saw that he was flirting with a girl.. :@ It made a hell out of me.. I called him && fought with him..  I broke off our relation but next day we were together cause I dint know how to be happy without him..

To make him feel, what I felt when he flirted with that bitch; I flirted with an unknown guy to show him… He saw && broke with me.. I tried to persuade but in vain.. I decided to kill myself cause without him; it was hard for me to survive in anyway. I was about to end my life when I got a call from him that he loves me && we were together and I swore that I wont look at other guys. 

But he dint stop flirting && he went with it..&& ii befriended with a guy && he says he loves me && i chose him in front of him cause I knew I lost him && he is not interested in me anymore. 

When we finally broke up after that incident, I heard him crying && breaking down.  I said sorry && cried all along.. But he never came back… 
He got committed to different girls && is happy…!!  We talk to each other but only in friendly terms.

I still love him with my whole heart..&& want him back…but I know its impossible ;(