“I am sorry …….I can’t stay with u as your friend forever….
I was trying a lot not to think about you so much but i m helpless!”
I was trying a lot not to think about you so much but i m helpless!”
These are the Last words…which i said to my admirer.
From my childhood, I was reading many stories of the prince charming. And waiting for my prince charming.
This is a sweet one sided love story. i am studying in the college
After one year of my college. I like someone so much. One day, I saw a guy who is really smart, cute and handsome just as my imagination. And I start liking him so much. I got ready for the college and wait for the moment when I was able to saw that guy. Even I know he is committed. Still my heart beats for him. I am crazy for him. As the time passes I didn’t disclose my feelings to him. Because I know he will not be mine and it can be the fun of my feelings. But my craziness and madness increases day by day.
From my childhood, I was reading many stories of the prince charming. And waiting for my prince charming.
This is a sweet one sided love story. i am studying in the college
After one year of my college. I like someone so much. One day, I saw a guy who is really smart, cute and handsome just as my imagination. And I start liking him so much. I got ready for the college and wait for the moment when I was able to saw that guy. Even I know he is committed. Still my heart beats for him. I am crazy for him. As the time passes I didn’t disclose my feelings to him. Because I know he will not be mine and it can be the fun of my feelings. But my craziness and madness increases day by day.
After one year, I listened from someone that he had a breakup and so much depressed. I feel so much hurting for him because he was fully exhausted with his life. I was trying but i was not able to talk to him. 
but still I was feels the same for him. His past, present doesn’t matters for me I also don’t know why. I always prayed to god please make him mine because i have full faith in god that he can do anything for anyone so i had the only way to meet him.
As the time passes after two years the day come when we meet through a common friend. When he was talk to me, His every talk was remember able for me. I love the way he talks, sometimes I feel shy when I was inside him.
Now at this time, my dreams comes true i meet the guy whom I want in my life. But inside I know he will not stay with me for long time.
Now we become best friends we talk to each other daily. We cares each other but the only issue is that i was expecting more ,more and more from him. he gives me so much care and attention. But i always expect more from him. i feel he ignored me its was the worst feeling i ever had.
but still I was feels the same for him. His past, present doesn’t matters for me I also don’t know why. I always prayed to god please make him mine because i have full faith in god that he can do anything for anyone so i had the only way to meet him.As the time passes after two years the day come when we meet through a common friend. When he was talk to me, His every talk was remember able for me. I love the way he talks, sometimes I feel shy when I was inside him.
Now at this time, my dreams comes true i meet the guy whom I want in my life. But inside I know he will not stay with me for long time.
Now we become best friends we talk to each other daily. We cares each other but the only issue is that i was expecting more ,more and more from him. he gives me so much care and attention. But i always expect more from him. i feel he ignored me its was the worst feeling i ever had.
Now i become weak, more weak. And decided to tell him everything. But that’s also true i also don’t want to make the things worst. The day came at last after two years,nine months and fourteen days i told him about my feelings because I think we are best friends he will surely understand me. but even I never expected that after reading that he was not even talk to me. I don’t want any response from him I just want to share my feeling what i did. But i feel so much hurt that even he has no care of mine. Even he knows this time how much he mean to me. But still he didn’t talk to me. “its just like i told him that I can’t live without you….and he left me for die.
Sometimes I hate myself why it always thinks about you. Why my heart beats for you. Why I always cares for you. I have many true feelings but that’s also true you have no true and fake feelings for me.
Sometimes I hate myself why it always thinks about you. Why my heart beats for you. Why I always cares for you. I have many true feelings but that’s also true you have no true and fake feelings for me.
I never expect this from him. Because sometimes i feel he also like me as his best friend. But he broke my heart not because of he has no feelings for me….because he has no care and respect of my feelings. He has not to stop talking with me at least .because its common we are best friends first.
Why its happens to us…when we told someone not go away from our life, he will surely go. Why you not understand stupid your friendship is enough for me. i just want to tell because i feel my expectations will create problem in our friendship.
But just for my respect i talk to him. he told me the reason that i don’t want anyone in my life. we stay friends forever. i feels good because he is happy with it. but its too tough for me, because now at every second I feel he is not mine. I am dying inside.i am crying a lot .but nobody is here to listen me. Now we will not talk sometimes I am afraid to lose u even you are not mine. this time I am sure i lost you. I remember the time we spent together. I always pray to god please stop the time for ever when he is with me. i don’t want to live my life like this. But he has no mistake. He is the part of my heart. Still My heart waiting for that time when he will surely come back to me.
I just hope one day he will come back and say hey shona, i am here ,I love you a lot ….stay with me Forever. I hope my last dream will surely come true…..I don’t want any other thing in my life.
Why its happens to us…when we told someone not go away from our life, he will surely go. Why you not understand stupid your friendship is enough for me. i just want to tell because i feel my expectations will create problem in our friendship.
But just for my respect i talk to him. he told me the reason that i don’t want anyone in my life. we stay friends forever. i feels good because he is happy with it. but its too tough for me, because now at every second I feel he is not mine. I am dying inside.i am crying a lot .but nobody is here to listen me. Now we will not talk sometimes I am afraid to lose u even you are not mine. this time I am sure i lost you. I remember the time we spent together. I always pray to god please stop the time for ever when he is with me. i don’t want to live my life like this. But he has no mistake. He is the part of my heart. Still My heart waiting for that time when he will surely come back to me.
I just hope one day he will come back and say hey shona, i am here ,I love you a lot ….stay with me Forever. I hope my last dream will surely come true…..I don’t want any other thing in my life.
“Every moment spent with u is like a beautiful dream come true…..” come back please………..I am waiting…….:(
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