Should we express feelings or not ?

Most of the time we feel many things about someone special or for your loved ones but you do not express it to them. This thing makes your feelings meaningless. At this a question arises that
“Is that necessary to express your feelings?”
If anybody asks this question to me then I’ll say yes it is very necessary but the most necessary thing to express your feelings. If you do not express your feelings to others then how would they realize that what you like or not?

Poetry by Mujahid

Only desire
My heart is enough
To weep over my condition
Let sleep my eyes
If you are with me
I will get
All the happiness of life
But your separation
Is enough for my cry
I keep smiling
In the time of pain
I can hide my grief in my heart
I have lost the peace of my heart
Now I have nothing to lost
I have only desire
I am in search of such place
Where I live with my loneliness
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Just like me
Today moonlight is also awake
Like me
Night is awake with stars
In its eyes
As I’m awake with tears
In my eyes
How to understand
The loneliness of this night
Who is standing mum alone
Like me
Moonlight of this night
Has no happiness, no hedge
It is also sad
Like me
It seems
This night has no dawn
It is walking around
Has no destination
Like me

Sad Love Story of Awais

A.o.a
Mera nam M.Awais hai
Meri kahani thori c ajeeb lekin boht hi udasi sy bhari hai
Sach kahu to boht c galtia meri hi hai
Or aj tk mujhai un sb ka pachtawa hai

Meri kahani shuru hoti hai aj sy 8 sal pehly . Tb me itna samjhdar ni tha or na me in love wali bato py zeyada yaqeen krta tha

Phr ek din meri nazr ek haseen or jamal chery py pari.
Sach kahu to un jesa koi na tha or na ho ga
8 sal pehly ki bt hai ye
Wo hamary yaha new neighbour thy .

Kuch dino me wo mery ghr aye. Aista aista un ka ana jana hamary ghr zeyada ho ga. Or wo meri sis ki b frnd bn gaye

Me un dino 9th class me tha
Wo mery ghr acadmy parhny aty thy. Or me b unhi k sath beth jata or parhta
Mujhai us waqt us bt ka ehsas ni tha k pyr kia hota hai
But hum achy dost bn gaye hum aksar apas me bt krty or ek dosry ki help krty study me

Mery pas b mob ni tha or un k pas b ni. 9th k paper ho gaye or phr 10th ka half ho gya tha. Or unho ny ana chor dia
Phr wo kahi or jany lag gaye . Phr unho ny b 10th ki me ny b.
Wo phr FSC k liye girls college chaly gaye or me ny Civil Engineering ka diploma start kr dia un ki FSC comlete hoi . Or mery Diploma k 2 sal pury ho gaye
Mera last year tha or achank sy wo mery ghr aye or me ny unhy phr dekha . Ab ki bar mery dil me un k liye kuch khas mehsus hua
Esi feeling jo pehly kabi na thi
Or me ny un sy kisi tarha num ly lia

Phr hamari msg py bt start hoi
Wo darty b thy or km hi bt krty thy
Un k dil me kia tha mujhai ni pata tha
But mery dil me un k liye shuru sy boht izat thi
Q k wo ek boht achi family sy thy to un k bhai or papa sy meri kafi achi dosti b thi

Wo darty or kehty k kisi ko pata chal gya k wo mujh sy bt krty hai to bura ho ga. Is tarha me unhy dilasa deta or un ko kehta kuch ni ho ga. Hum din me bs 5 sy 10 mints hi bt krty thy. Phr kuch waqt guzra to me ny unhy purpose kr dia. Pata ni kesy bs kr dia
Dil ki bt keh di
Unho ny pehly to kuch ni kaha or thora waqt manga . Me ny un jitna waqt chaiye tha dia
Phr ek din unho ny b haa kr di
Us k bd me badl gya
Me apny mama papa ko boht tang krta tha or boht sy bury dost b thy or boht c buri adty b
Lekin un k any k bd me ny sb chor dia
Me boht bura tha lekin mujhai samajhny waly or mera sath deny waly wo ek hi shaks thy
Phr un k sath msg sy call py bt start hoi hum boht c baty krty
Lekin ek bt thi hum me
Hum me kabi koi negative bt ni hoi
Wo ek boht hi achi or islamic background b boht acha hai to wo jo kehty me krta
Namaz parhna . Logo ki madad krna . Or me ny apni study b chor di thi lekin un k samjhany py start ki or achy numbers sy pas b hua
Unho ny kaha k me rishta bheju. Me ny kaha k mujhai 6 mah ka waqt chaiye ta k me in 6 mah me ek achi job kru or apny pero py khara ho kr un sy rishty ki bt kro
Lekin kismat me kuch or tha
Un ki family me mangni ni hoti bs jo bary keh dy wohi sb hota hai
Un ki family mujhai achy sy janti thi or me un k sath boht achy sy rehta tha to mujhai pura yaqeen tha k wo man jaty
Lekin is sy pehly k me rishty ki bt krta un ki kahi bt ho gai
Asal me un ka rishta un k chachu k bety sy hua
Me un ki ami sy mila or kaha k me ap ki beti ko chata hu ap kuch kr sakty hai to plzzz kary
Beharhal unho ny koshish ki but kuch na ho saka .jesa me ny pehly kaha k bary jo fesla kry wohi hota hai . Un k papa ny kaha k beta dekho ye ab hamari family ka mamla hai . Hum bt kr chuky hai ab hum pichy ni ho skty. Meri un k sath bobt waqt tk rishta raha
Or jb tuta to pata b ni chala

Phr me ny un sy bt ki
Jb tk wo sath chal saky wo b chaly
Lekin ek din mery dil me kheyl aya k ye un ki family ki bt hai or ye na ho k meri waja sy log mery pyr ko or un ko galt samjhy
Hum 2 jism or ek jan ho gaye thy
Alag hona namumkin tha
Phr hum ny mil kr bat ki
Q k hum ek dosry ki ruh dy pyr krty thy na k jism sy to ye kabul kr lia k me un ki kismt me ni or na wo mery liye hai
Hamari aj b bt hoti hai
But me ny aj tk un sy kabi b puri bt ni ki
Un ki khushio k liye me un sy dor ho gya ta k un ki izat py dag na lagy
Or me ye ni chata tha k log hamary pyr ko galt smjhy
Me chata to bhag kr shadi kr skta tha.lekin ni
Un k maa bap ki puri family me itni izat hai
Or bhag kr shadi krty to wo b bdnam hoty or un k maa bap b
Jo mujhai manzor ni tha
To hum alag ho gye or dor ho gaye.
Ye thi hamari adhuri kahani
Me ye ni kehta k me sacha hu me to boht bura hu. Mery naseeb me wo ni
Lekin me ny un sy wada kia tha k me un ka akhri waqt tk intzar kru ga
Or me aj b un k intzar me hu
Or akhri sans tk intzar kru ga

Mery pas mery parents k bd ek wohi hai jo mera sb kuch hai . Unho ny mujhai bdla or pyr kia . Jb k me un k pyr k kabil tk na tha
 ye meri kahani hai
boht sy log isy jhoti kahani b smjh skty hai
lekin sach kahu to ye kahani ni meri life ka ek hissa hai
or aj me sirf tanha hu or us sy dor hu usi ki khushio k liye galt b boht hu me

Koshish ek Asha - Real Story of Hera

Hi friends i m 18 year’s old this is my real love story
ye tab 1 saal pehle ki baat hai jab mein 11th class mein aaya mera class ka pehla din dosto ke sath masti kar rahe they bohot maza aa raha tha tabhi ek ladki par nazar padi usko dekha to aisa laga jaise usi ki kaami thi jo puri ho gai bohot khush tha us din mammi bhi puch rahi thi kya hua par kch nahi btaya phir ek din english ke lecture mein sir ne pairing karai aur kismat se usi ke sath pairing ho gai bohot khush tha us din bohot se sawal kiye usse usne har sawal ka jawab diya aisa lag raha tha apni zindagi ke sath betha hun phir thodi der baad usse slam book fill karai aur dosti ho gai dono bohot ache dost bun gaye uske ghar jaana shuru ho gaya ghar mein sabse bohot achi jaan pehchan ho gai uski mammi ko bohot pasand aaya mein phir farewell dena ka time aaya senior’s ko practise hoti thi wo bhi aati thi dono baatien karte they practise to bahana tha bus ek din baat4en kar rahe the maine socha tha use propose karne ka aur use akele mein le jake propose kiya bhi us din se hi shuru ho gaya mera suna pan har ek pal har ek din ro ro ke guzarta usdin usne mjhse kaha ke wo mjhse pyar nahi karti usne kabhi is baare mein nahi socha
shayad wo janti thi ke wo mana bhi kare tab bhi mein uska dost rahunga jo uske sabse close ladki thi ma usse baat karna shuru kiya taake ye jaan sakun ke wo aisa kyun kar rahi hai tab mjhe uski dost ne btaya ke wo kisi aur ko chahati hai aur usne mjhse ye bhi kaha ke wo mere layak nahi puri raat yahi sochta raha ke kyun kaha usne aisa kyun kaha phir yahi janne ke liye mein us ladki ke aur kareeb gaya jise maine apni zindagi kaha tha us din usne mjhe khud btaya ke uska ek boyfriend hai wo usko bohot chahati hai us din se aaj tak kabhi nahin hansa mere dosto ko bhi meri haalat par afsoos hua par wo us ladki se kch nahi kehte they shayad jaante the ke mar jaunga uski ankh mein ansu dekh kar uski madad karne laga uske boyfriend se milwane mein usse baat karata uski wajha se apni reputation kharab ki school mein apni mammi ko heart patient bana diya phir ek din coaching ja raha tha ke tabhi 4 ladke 2 bikes par aaye aur mere samne aa kar ruk gaye unme se ek mere paas aaya aur mjhe thappad mara aur us ladki ka naam lekar kaha ke aaj ke baad usse baat mat karna mein uska boyfriend hun usne mjhe btaya hua tha apne boyfriend ke baare mein to maine sabko maara mjhe bhi maar padi phir maine is baat ka pta kiya to mjhe pta chala ke uske 3-4 boyfriend hain us din maine suicide karne ki koshish ki
ek knife li aur apne hath par ek gehra zakhm diya par shayad kismat ko kch aur hi manzur tha mera ek dost us time wahan aa gaya mjhe behosh dekha aur hath se blood nikalte dekh kar wo bohot dar gaya mjhe hospital lekar gaya aur phir mera treatment karaya ghar par bhi nahi btaya aur phir us ladki ko bohot kch sunaya jab mein theek hua to maine usse baat karne ki koshish kari usse puchna chaha ke kyun kiya usne mere sath aisa par usne mjhse baat nahi ki aur mein use dheere dheere apni zindagi se nikalta gaya aaj bhi hum dono ek hi sath ek hi class mein hain 26 march ko mein use akhri baar dekhunga lekin ab bhi ye zakhm hare ho jaate hain jab uski aawaz sunta hun.
Bus kisi aise insan ka intezar hai ab jo mere saare ghum door karde pta nahi milega ya nahi.
Shayad aapko ye kahani adhuri lagi ho aur aap ye soch rahe honge ke iska end kya hua aur maine us ladki ka naam nahi btaya mein use badnaam nahi karna chahata aaj bhi use chahata hun is kahani ka end kch aisa hai.
Agar mjhe 30 march 2012 tak koi insan na mila jiske sath rehkar apne ghum bhula dun aur apni dusri zindagi shuru kar sakun to wo din meri zindagi ka akhri din hoga.
Agar aap logon ko lagata hai mein kch galat kar raha hun apne suggestion’s zarur dien par 30 march 2012 tak.

Real Story of Syed (Part 1)

jo story ap ko sunany ja raha hun wp ek real story hy.....
Pehly main ap ko apny bary main bta don main ek aam si shakal o soorat ka larka hun ...rang gandami sa hy..body type average hy jo cheez meri personality main important hy wi meri height hy jo 6 feet hy or dosra meri aankhyn jo itni attractiv to nai pr  mujy laga kahi bar k jab b main kisi ki ankhon main dykhon or ghoor sy dykhon to wo zaroor attract hota hy....
ab sory ki tarf aata hun.....
Main or nera dost Aslam class 3 sy college tk akhty perhy hum ny ek sath b.com kia..or socha k ab masterz bad main kryn gay pehly job dhondty hyn ....phir kuch din bad muky or usy ek marketing company main job mil gai....or company ny ek week traning py humy islamabad behj dia . wahan hamay din ko traning lyni thi or raat ki hotel stay krna tha hum lower middle sy belong krty thy hum ny ek low rate hotel choose kia or subha traning py chalay gahy....traning main all pakistan girls n boys ayea huay  thy...khair sub ny apna apna introduction krwaya
....in sub main ek larki booht khoobaoort or bold thi jo sub sy gul mil k baat krti thi pehly hi din sy ..
wo larkon sy bila jijk baat krti thi...mujy uski ye baat achi na lagi...is liay first day say hi many usay ignore krna start kr dia. main or mera dost hum ziada kisi k sath b gul mil k nai bythty thy..bs sir jo sikhaty hum note book py uski practic krty...lunch or tea break main larky ir larkiyan apis main gup shup lgaty pr hum dost alag hi rehty..3rd day many feel kia k wi larki jiss nam ap Anay samj lyn mary bilkul back seat py aa k byth gai .or mujy mukhatib kia main peechy mura to kehny lagi ap kahan kis city sy ho .
yahan kis hotel mai thehry huay ho many jb city ka nam btaya jo k ek village hi hy ir hotel ka nam btya to us ny tanz sy bola k itny aam sy hotel main reh rahy ho! many usy kaha k hum gareeb log hy hamary liay to ye hotel b booht acha hy....wo ye baat sun k sharminda hui or chaki gai...Next day wo mary samny waki seat py aa l byth gai or peechy mur k muj sy  extra pen manga..mai us sy 2 the point hi baat krta tha

mary dost ny sham lo bola k mujy lagta hy jaysy larki tm main interest lay rhi hy...maby usy hans k bola k ayesi koi baat nai..us ny bola k mary sath wada kr k yahan hum kisi larki sy number nai mangyn gai.....agr kii khud dy to harj nai...many kahan manzoor hy
(continue next part inshallah next time)